Beating the What-If's

I can't believe it's been over a month since I've posted last. Living my life has been time- and thought-consuming. I admit that my head hasn't been entirely together either...focus = difficult. Nonetheless, I've been embarking on more self-realization adventures and research. Lately, a challenge I've had is whether or not to commit to something, because I'm afraid of what I might lose. Right before I make said commitment, my brain reacts with, "Wait! What if I want This? or That? What if I want to live in a foreign country? What if I want to be XYZ after all?!" In a few minutes, though, I'll calm myself down and remember that if I really wanted something, I would have been working toward it already. The universe would have focused my energy in that direction and things would have aligned for me. If it's not happening, it means that I'm just scared and making excuses. This is when I need to get all Nike and "just do it."